You're helping me feel less crazy too. Which on one hand reminds me of the way that anybody with any beliefs, no matter how crazy or harmful, can find community on the internet and how that's a problem. But I really don't think that's what's going on here. I think we are both open to changing our mind based on solid data, and that that data is just not out there.

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I empathize.