Definitely not always. It's probably tied to my emotional state in general to some extent, and sometimes I feel pretty ugly, to be honest.

Those moments of seeing myself and thinking "that person looks cute and fem" are still kind of rare, but I think they're becoming a little more frequent. It's a wonderful feeling when it happens. And maybe someday it will be always.

Often, for me, looking fem is about my hair, which I realize is why I've had it long for my entire adult life. It's a particularly good feeling to see my face without my hair all around it and think, yeah, I see a little fem there.