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Nov. 11th, 2017 07:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdogI picked up the bike headlight I ordered through the local bike shop on the way home yesterday. It's Light and Motion's Urban 500 model, rated at 500 lumens. I'd thought about getting a brighter one, but I needn't have worried. This thing is at least twice as bright as my 4 D-cell Maglight; I may not run it at full-power to avoid potentially blinding drivers. It's also nice to have a product that feels reassuringly weighty and solid right out of the box. It's got a recharable lithium-ion battery and is not just water-resistant, but waterproof to one meter. It was pricy, but I'm pretty happy with it.
I felt fair-to-great during work yesterday. I got a bunch of things done, had a fun talk with a co-worker about photography, and enjoyed watching the snow in front of the Sears Tower out the wall of windows.
My mood crashed once I got home for no good reason. I slept a lot before dinner and went to bed early. I felt unwanted and had dreams full of loneliness and jealousy. I had a partner whose partner was involved with me too, but I felt like his (that partner's) interest in me was half-hearted at best. I didn't mind if he was interested in my partner and not me, but I wanted him to be clear and honest about it. I also felt uninteresting and unwanted due to not having a partner who regularly expresses desire for me. It made me long to feel more sexually wanted and desirable.
I feel half-better this morning, though I can't seem to stop eating. Maybe doing some cleaning will help me feel better. Or maybe I'll nap on the couch with the dog. That sounds pretty good.
I felt fair-to-great during work yesterday. I got a bunch of things done, had a fun talk with a co-worker about photography, and enjoyed watching the snow in front of the Sears Tower out the wall of windows.
My mood crashed once I got home for no good reason. I slept a lot before dinner and went to bed early. I felt unwanted and had dreams full of loneliness and jealousy. I had a partner whose partner was involved with me too, but I felt like his (that partner's) interest in me was half-hearted at best. I didn't mind if he was interested in my partner and not me, but I wanted him to be clear and honest about it. I also felt uninteresting and unwanted due to not having a partner who regularly expresses desire for me. It made me long to feel more sexually wanted and desirable.
I feel half-better this morning, though I can't seem to stop eating. Maybe doing some cleaning will help me feel better. Or maybe I'll nap on the couch with the dog. That sounds pretty good.
