It's hard. This is my first foster, too, so the feelings are kind of new to me.
If she wasn't as special-needs as she is, I'd have less worry and fear. I get so scared thinking about whether she'll be cared for as well as I did. That's not really rational, but it's hard to get past the thought that she's so dependent on me in ways that other dogs I've known have not been.
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Date: 2018-04-02 12:53 pm (UTC)If she wasn't as special-needs as she is, I'd have less worry and fear. I get so scared thinking about whether she'll be cared for as well as I did. That's not really rational, but it's hard to get past the thought that she's so dependent on me in ways that other dogs I've known have not been.