Jan. 5th, 2025

stormdog: a woman with light skin and long brown hair that cascades over one shoulder. On her other side, she is holding a large plush shark against herself. She has pink fingernails and pink cat eye glasses (Default)
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I feel like a shitty person today.

Today (technically yesterday, before midnight) is the antiversary (that's so much better than mirrorversary!) of my relationship that ended a few months ago. I've been broken up with for the same number of days I was with her. I've made a lot of progress there: I'm pretty sure there are days I don't think of her. It feels like something that's firmly in the past. So that, in fact, is mostly good.

But it was also the day that I told the woman I'm kind of smitten with that I need to maintain some distance because I and Miriam both are too unstable, and our situation is too fragile, to be able to manage me being in a relationship with someone who may become homeless, which is terrifying and dangerous as a blind and otherwise disabled person.

I'm still going to visit and spend time with her, and I am going to make myself available to help with her finding a home in any way I can - phone calls, driving her to see places, searches, anything.
She was understanding. She and I both know this isn't fair, and I hate that the inadequate public safety net puts her in this position, and that I am not in a position to do more.

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