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Aug. 10th, 2003 04:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm home from the picnic thing going on at the theatre today. I sort of hurried out the door and realized upon arriving there that there were a few things I'd like to have there. I also had to get Andrea's pin that I left after showering this morning.
*sigh* I don't feel very comfortable there. I don't recognize half the people there and I know a lot of them are people I've worked with, or should know, I think. I like being with smallish groups of people I know, but this is too many vague acquaintances and I feel strange talking (or not talking) to them. I feel like I should be home getting stuff done, though I'm not sure what. Looking for a job would be one thing, though I've already gone through the online want ads. I thought about applying for a wait staff job somewhere, then I realized that, in all honesy, I wouldn't be able to tell which groups of people out of the ones at the restaurant I was waiting on. I'd probably be rather ill-suited to that.
Realized, after being told about what the procedure is like, that giving plasma for money is probably not the best way of going about things. Heh.
I suppose I should leave and get back to the theatre again. I don't think I really want to be there. I don't want to not be able to leave when I want to. I feel slightly trapped. Maybe that's part of why I'm sitting here typing this.
*sigh* I don't feel very comfortable there. I don't recognize half the people there and I know a lot of them are people I've worked with, or should know, I think. I like being with smallish groups of people I know, but this is too many vague acquaintances and I feel strange talking (or not talking) to them. I feel like I should be home getting stuff done, though I'm not sure what. Looking for a job would be one thing, though I've already gone through the online want ads. I thought about applying for a wait staff job somewhere, then I realized that, in all honesy, I wouldn't be able to tell which groups of people out of the ones at the restaurant I was waiting on. I'd probably be rather ill-suited to that.
Realized, after being told about what the procedure is like, that giving plasma for money is probably not the best way of going about things. Heh.
I suppose I should leave and get back to the theatre again. I don't think I really want to be there. I don't want to not be able to leave when I want to. I feel slightly trapped. Maybe that's part of why I'm sitting here typing this.