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[stormdog]

Sometimes, I sit down and write a lot about why, or why not, I want to do something, or make a certain choice. And when I'm done, I look at all my nicely ordered reasons behind what I'm choosing to do and I wonder. Did I really make this decision because of all of those rational, logical considerations? Or did I make the decision in my head already, and now I'm just justifying it to myself with a bunch of whys that my conscious, more analytical, mind can understand? It's hard to tell sometimes.