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Apr. 11th, 2016 12:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdogI'm having a day where I want to take a whole escitalopram pill instead of a half one in the hope that it will make me feel better. I won't, both because that's a bad idea generally and because the changed dosage wouldn't work that quickly anyway, but the temptation is there. I guess it helps me understand why people sometimes overdose on anti-depressants not because they're suicidal, but because they just want to feel better. Not that I'm suicidal or anything; I'm not feeling anywhere near that bad. Just tired and down.
The weather is warmer today. I've been planning to go out for a ride, but now that noon is here, when I told myself I would go out after taking my meds, I don't have energy and motivation. So little energy.... I just want to lie down and nap. And eat chocolate.
And hey, I'm up twenty pounds from my lightest weight before Syracuse. So probably won't be eating that chocolate. Hopefully.
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Or if I don't eat any regular food today, I can eat the chocolate instead. 'Cause that's healthy, right?
The weather is warmer today. I've been planning to go out for a ride, but now that noon is here, when I told myself I would go out after taking my meds, I don't have energy and motivation. So little energy.... I just want to lie down and nap. And eat chocolate.
And hey, I'm up twenty pounds from my lightest weight before Syracuse. So probably won't be eating that chocolate. Hopefully.
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Or if I don't eat any regular food today, I can eat the chocolate instead. 'Cause that's healthy, right?
