Chocolate

I'm actually looking around my apartment, wondering if there might be chocolate hidden somewhere. This is ridiculous. Everything that's here is stuff I've put here. There is no chocolate at present.

And yet....

Edited to Add:

It probably makes it even worse that, until just now, I'd completely forgotten about my Cadbury Egg stash. I really do squirrel them away and forget where I left them. Ai-yi-yi.

My Writeup for my Meeting with a Counselor

Things that I am feeling. Behind a cut for those who don't need to read a lengthy write-up of my negative mental state. I'm also kind of embarrassed to share this stuff publicly. I feel like so many people have supported me and I don't want to disappoint them. At the same time it's important to me, for some reason, to be ( open about my experiences. )