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boixboi. I haven't been down to Chicago in a while, and that would be nice. But (that word comes up a lot in my plans, doesn't it?) , it seems that I need to be at work tomorrow 'bout one o' clock to help haul casting machinery to my house. This is somewhat annoying, but at least I get to go to work in my garage Monday, thusly skipping my one hour commute. I like that aspect. And I'll be heading down to Chicago afterward, where I'll probably spend the night before arising Sunday morning to get to my dad's annual family picnic that day. To qoute from Cat's Cradle, busy busy busy...
I found the same Notre Dame commemorative 7-up bottle that I was planning to sell on E-bay already there. It had no bids at a starting price of $2. I get the impression it may not be worth posting. I'll probably get my shop manuals up tonight or tomorrow though. But let it not be said that I'm being completely unproductive!
I just sent off an e-mail to the Detroit chapter of the International Brotherhood of Electrical Workers asking for more informtion about various aspects of their apprenticeship program. This is something that, a year ago, would probably have made me too nervous to actually go through with it. I was so incredibly timid, before my life started changing. Now; I'm different. I can do these things. I waver between being amazed at how far I've come and avoiding thinking about it for fear I'll find myself becoming that terrified little puppy again. But honestly, I'm pretty sure that's not going to happen. I am starting to take a certain measure of control over my life, and it feels good. I just keep hoping that this new found sense of control isn't illusory... I'm doing a lot of hoping...
My mother had a job interview, and it sounds like she might get the postition. She'll know by the middle of next week. This will be good news for all of us, particularly for me since I'll be able to save more towards my move. On the other hand my job probably only runs 'till next month. My mother suggested looking for strictly temporary work at the local job center once I'm not with Kenzer anymore, and that sounds like a good idea. I'm just very unsure about the particulars of a lot of things right now, and I'm nervous about finding a job here, about finding a job in Detroit, about how well I'll deal with helping to run a household, albeit a small one, and about being able to pull my weight once I'm in Michigan. Yes dear one, I'm a worrier too. Especially when I have something as important to me as you to worry about.
Andrea, you are so good to me. You do so much for me. Yours is the most special, most beautiful soul I've ever touched. I love you with all my being. Thank you for being there for me.
boixboi. I haven't been down to Chicago in a while, and that would be nice. But (that word comes up a lot in my plans, doesn't it?) , it seems that I need to be at work tomorrow 'bout one o' clock to help haul casting machinery to my house. This is somewhat annoying, but at least I get to go to work in my garage Monday, thusly skipping my one hour commute. I like that aspect. And I'll be heading down to Chicago afterward, where I'll probably spend the night before arising Sunday morning to get to my dad's annual family picnic that day. To qoute from Cat's Cradle, busy busy busy...I found the same Notre Dame commemorative 7-up bottle that I was planning to sell on E-bay already there. It had no bids at a starting price of $2. I get the impression it may not be worth posting. I'll probably get my shop manuals up tonight or tomorrow though. But let it not be said that I'm being completely unproductive!
I just sent off an e-mail to the Detroit chapter of the International Brotherhood of Electrical Workers asking for more informtion about various aspects of their apprenticeship program. This is something that, a year ago, would probably have made me too nervous to actually go through with it. I was so incredibly timid, before my life started changing. Now; I'm different. I can do these things. I waver between being amazed at how far I've come and avoiding thinking about it for fear I'll find myself becoming that terrified little puppy again. But honestly, I'm pretty sure that's not going to happen. I am starting to take a certain measure of control over my life, and it feels good. I just keep hoping that this new found sense of control isn't illusory... I'm doing a lot of hoping...
My mother had a job interview, and it sounds like she might get the postition. She'll know by the middle of next week. This will be good news for all of us, particularly for me since I'll be able to save more towards my move. On the other hand my job probably only runs 'till next month. My mother suggested looking for strictly temporary work at the local job center once I'm not with Kenzer anymore, and that sounds like a good idea. I'm just very unsure about the particulars of a lot of things right now, and I'm nervous about finding a job here, about finding a job in Detroit, about how well I'll deal with helping to run a household, albeit a small one, and about being able to pull my weight once I'm in Michigan. Yes dear one, I'm a worrier too. Especially when I have something as important to me as you to worry about.
Andrea, you are so good to me. You do so much for me. Yours is the most special, most beautiful soul I've ever touched. I love you with all my being. Thank you for being there for me.
