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Jul. 17th, 2003 09:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdogI don't even know what to say about the last few days. Yesterday I was stressed to the point of physical illness because of how I thought I'd hurt Andrea. I slipped out to the parking lot at work just before noon to call and talk to her and tell her what I'd been thinking and how I felt... I couldn't live with myself if I'd hurt her. *sigh* But it seems things are better now. What did I do to deserve such a blessing as having her in my life?
I am so very worn out. It's been a long week, and tonight I had to replace the battery on the Oldsmobile and then move the old mainframe cabinet I have out of the garage and onto the sidewalk for trash pickup. It was an IBM 3380 mainframe that had been tossed by the UW-P computer department and then scrapped for set dressing for a sci-fi themed play at the theatre there. It honestly pained me to see all the parts of the grand old machine littering the stage haphazardly like trash on a highway. I salvaged one of the majestic blue cabinets, ostensibly to make into an entertainment center someday, but half because I just hated to see it get thrown out. The time finally has come though when it has to go. I'm moving and we need room in the garage. *sigh* Goodbye, big blue.
I'm doing laundry and packing for my trip to Michigan tomorrow for the Silverleaf Ren Faire, and more importantly, another few days with my dear one. After this week, I need to see her as I've never needed anyone.
In other notes, it's now been a little over a year since I stated blogging. I failed to note the exact date. I didn't notice immediately, and then-- things got kinda crazy. I started way back on the 10th of July last year, before I had a Livejournal. I was just typing away, knowing no one was reading anyway, but just feeling like I had to find some way to express myself. here are the results. It's all still there on my old website, which is in dire need of a revamping. Not the blog though. That'll stay the same forever; a record of the most change filled time in my entire life. I miss having my blog all together in one file though. I can't go back and read through it with the ease I have with my old system, and I haven't been keeping up with the backup of my LJ that I orginally planned. I'll do that, one of these days...
I am so very worn out. It's been a long week, and tonight I had to replace the battery on the Oldsmobile and then move the old mainframe cabinet I have out of the garage and onto the sidewalk for trash pickup. It was an IBM 3380 mainframe that had been tossed by the UW-P computer department and then scrapped for set dressing for a sci-fi themed play at the theatre there. It honestly pained me to see all the parts of the grand old machine littering the stage haphazardly like trash on a highway. I salvaged one of the majestic blue cabinets, ostensibly to make into an entertainment center someday, but half because I just hated to see it get thrown out. The time finally has come though when it has to go. I'm moving and we need room in the garage. *sigh* Goodbye, big blue.
I'm doing laundry and packing for my trip to Michigan tomorrow for the Silverleaf Ren Faire, and more importantly, another few days with my dear one. After this week, I need to see her as I've never needed anyone.
In other notes, it's now been a little over a year since I stated blogging. I failed to note the exact date. I didn't notice immediately, and then-- things got kinda crazy. I started way back on the 10th of July last year, before I had a Livejournal. I was just typing away, knowing no one was reading anyway, but just feeling like I had to find some way to express myself. here are the results. It's all still there on my old website, which is in dire need of a revamping. Not the blog though. That'll stay the same forever; a record of the most change filled time in my entire life. I miss having my blog all together in one file though. I can't go back and read through it with the ease I have with my old system, and I haven't been keeping up with the backup of my LJ that I orginally planned. I'll do that, one of these days...
