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Nov. 10th, 2009 08:48 amI'm a little stressed out today.
It's my second day back from a long vacation, and it's my turn to take incoming calls. My counterpart who usually shares the time block with me is out on vacation so I'm by myself. There's a lot of stuff out there that I still don't know how to do, and it makes me feel kind of incompetent. I'm really tired of feeling like this as often as I do. I don't believe that I'm incompetent or lazy, but my job makes me feel that I am all the time. I care about all this stuff less and less, but I have to keep putting effort in and closing tickets. Maybe my brain is really telling me I need to move on.
I'm not just whining impotently and not doing anything. After the busy November con season, I'm going to go in to UW-Parkside to see about talking to a career counselor. I want to talk about getting into library and information science. But I am whining. Sorry about that. Any cheerful comments would be appreciated while I try to figure out what in the hell all these systems are and who can manage to get into them to fix anything.
It's my second day back from a long vacation, and it's my turn to take incoming calls. My counterpart who usually shares the time block with me is out on vacation so I'm by myself. There's a lot of stuff out there that I still don't know how to do, and it makes me feel kind of incompetent. I'm really tired of feeling like this as often as I do. I don't believe that I'm incompetent or lazy, but my job makes me feel that I am all the time. I care about all this stuff less and less, but I have to keep putting effort in and closing tickets. Maybe my brain is really telling me I need to move on.
I'm not just whining impotently and not doing anything. After the busy November con season, I'm going to go in to UW-Parkside to see about talking to a career counselor. I want to talk about getting into library and information science. But I am whining. Sorry about that. Any cheerful comments would be appreciated while I try to figure out what in the hell all these systems are and who can manage to get into them to fix anything.