Holiday Loneliness

I feel increasingly sad about these holiday/Christmas times. This will be my third in a row that doesn't involve spending time, often whole days, with family and friends. I miss my dad making a giant breakfast, spending time with my partners and friends, and people coming over for computer games and social time over the whole Christmas to New Year span.

Miriam has encouraged me to decorate for Christmas if it's something that would be meaningful to me, and I really appreciate that. But it's the people I miss. Decorating just for myself doesn't really mean anything to me.

I miss so many people so much.

There might be a lot of crying and mindless Diablo 3 playing today.